Mona and Jim |
Blood Brother
One late winter morning in 2011, I sat in the waiting room at UCLA's pediatrics clinic. Although I have children, I wasn't there because of them. I was there to see if I was going to die anytime soon. After three weeks of agony, I was about to get the results of my genetic test for Huntington's disease.
Oddly, as I sat in the room with its cheerful murals of Disney characters, my husband and a gaggle of parents and toddlers around me, I was more numb than afraid. I suspect I was still in shock. I was also still grieving my youngest brother's death.
Until a few months before, I had been only vaguely aware of Huntington's. I knew it was the fatal
brain disorder that had killed iconic American folksinger Woody Guthrie. But I didn't know it was rare. I didn't know it was purely genetic, passed down from parent to child. And I didn't know it combined the worst aspects of Alzheimer's, Lou Gehrig's disease, and Parkinson's—a cocktail of misery and eventual death. Or that there weren't any treatments or a cure.
And then in December of 2010, my brother Jim was diagnosed with Huntington's—on top of terminal colon cancer—and suddenly I was thrust into a world I never could have imagined. Jim didn't last long; he died of cancer on Christmas Eve, only 58. Because we were close, so much alike, it was like watching myself die, too.
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